You
may already know this story, city girl goes out into the wilderness,
but let me tell you how it felt. You may be familiar with the
celebration of the Cosmic New Year on the 19th of August. Well this
year I decided to partake in the dance called Panevritmia, performed
at the Rila lakes in Bulgaria. The night prior to the event I was
overwhelmed with excitement and could barely sleep. I woke up at 5am
and got up to go to the bathroom. I took a shower and returned to my
room where my friend, whom had taken me to take part in this year’s
dance, was still asleep so I went outside to wait for her to wake up.
I sat on a bench outside the chalet and looked out at the peaceful
mountainside. Slowly beams of light pierced through the tips of the
pine trees and illuminated the dark sky. The rays gradually got
thicker and eventually an orange arc emerged and pushed the fingers
of light up till it formed a full golden circle - the sun. It looked
like it was smiling at me as if to tell me “Today will be a day
like no other.” by now my friend had woken up = she came out to
join me outside. The cafe had just opened so we went in an ordered
our morning coffees. The time came for us to head on up to the
lakeside where the celebratory dance takes place annually. We headed
over to the lift since as I mentioned, I am a city girl and don’t
know my way around these mountains. As the lift escalated I saw birds
waking up and singing their morning songs, I watched the dew roll off
of high leaves and the glorious wonders that we’ve been blessed
with witnessing. As we reached the end of our ride I stepped off the
lift car and realized there was still a fair bit of climbing despite
the fact that we had been carried up halfway up the mountain already.
I thought to myself “There’s no way I can handle this hike.” I
turned around and noticed the sun still smiling at me and with a wink
it told me I could do it. So I faced the mountain and started
walking. Slowly but surely, step by step , slippery stone by prickly
twig I crept up the mountain. Along the way hundreds of others passed
by some stopped and talked to me others cheered on my dedication and
there were those who motivated me with the sheer resolve that they
powered up the hill with themselves. In the end we reached the
lakeside where the dance takes place and I looked around at all these
people who just this morning seemed like strangers and saw them now
as brothers and sisters instead. We sat down to take a little break
and one of the organisers came by to tell us that if we were going to
take part in the dance we needed to take off our shoes and be wearing
only the white robes we had brought with us. “Barefoot on this
freshly cut grass?” I thought to myself. “If take off my shoes
and dance in bare feet I’ll get back with bloodied feet.” I gave
the sun another look to see what he thought of all this. He laughed
at me and gave me a slight burn on my cheek as though to say “Come
on don’t be such a sissy.” I figured “Well I’ve come all this
way I might as well take my shoes off otherwise that whole walk will
have been for nothing.” So I took one shoe off and lowered my foot
to the ground. As soon as it touched the grass the fear in my heart
was washed away with a warm sensation as it felt as though I just
stepped into a field of cotton. I got up and we got into partners in
a circle. I was a little timid because I didn’t know the moves but
my partner smiled at me and said; “Don’t worry, just follow me
and do as I do.” Reassured I started copying her movements. Pretty
soon I noticed that the dance consisted of a short choreography that
repeats so the first time round I watched my partner and copied. The
following times I strived to sense the movements and feel what was
happening to and around me. Every time I brought my hands in I could
feel the cosmic energy flowing into me and every time I opened up my
arms again I felt as though my energy was going out into the world.
It was like I was breathing this cosmic energy and each movement was
an inhalation or an exhalation. I was a conduit for this exchange of
breath between the universe and the Earth. Eventually when the dance
was over we all took out some food that we had brought with us to
share. We ate and talked about what we had just experienced. I felt
so close to everyone as though we were one. Once the time came for us
to return to the chalet we hiked down the mountain and I could no
longer feel the prickly twigs and slippery stones, I felt as though I
was floating along the path and glowing. I have to say that this was
an experience I never expected and I recommend wholeheartedly that
each and every one of you go and experience the wonder and the magic
of the Panevritmia dance at the Rila lakes that is performed annually
on the 19th of August. It showed this city girl a whole new world and
I’m positive it can change your life as well.